No, I am not winning.
I once have this manager years ago, who would stomp by my office from time to time, and the first thing he'll ask is, "are you winning?", with my jaw wide open.. I can only answer, "yes", or "maybe". I can't admit that am a "loser" can I? Well I won't. And If I say, "maybe", he'll come over, council me big time while I still have all the work to tend to, so most of the time I would just say, "YES".
It's been about 6 months since I quit my corporate job. Because I have a belief that it's worth trying to reach the sky, even once, it's worth living a dream even though many have retired without even trying.. life is worth re-discovering.
However. So far I have not achieved the many things that I set out to. A few baby steps forward, and big steps back. I have win some, in doing the many things that I haven't been able to do and try for years. I have lose some, certain people and things that matters to me, and most importantly confidence.
Time in my life, when I am probably happy to admit defeat, openly reply that, "no, I am not winning", and definitely not today.
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