Spiderweb
" I'm walking into spiderwebs so leave a message and I'll call you back .. And it's all your fault" - Spiderweb, No Doubt.
I must admit that I am a rather proud person, I'd like to call it confidence, other call it ego. I think it steams from being optimistic, having time as my greatest asset, I have little to lose, and my skin is thick - I became unafraid to fail.
But over time. I realised that I am starting to have a few regrets..
1) Sometimes I scarifies much too much of the present moment for the future. Like working 5 evenings a week including weekends while I was a teenager, and skipping way too many lunches and club activities while at uni because I was too caught up in the lab. Which I don't think it matters much in the end.
2) Time is indeed an asset, one should never stop learning. However, sometimes I felt I am starting to spend much too much time learning, instead of performing.
3) The ability to earn passive income has become one of my greatest assets, however I wonder if the price I paid has exceeded it's benefits. Hm.
4) Being reckless, I chuck myself at the deep end way too many times. Bad timing has struck me big time, yet I still wanted change at the worst of time.
5) I only recently started making up my bed.
6) I hoped that I knew before what I know now.
In saying that, it's true, regrets are truly futile. Like chewing gums.
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